ive been listening to a lot of J. Cole, Luther Vandross and Pleasure P this week… what does that mean?

so ive been thinkin a little bit about this quote and i’m honestly so thankful i was able to have a real father to daughter talk with my dad, about his choices and their consequences before he passed. I’m thankful that he encouraged the dialogue and that I was able to forgive him too. 

Bold what applies to you! ~



You have watched at least 20 Disney movies.

You have watched at least 40 Disney movies.
You don’t eat dairy.
You work best at night time.
You take a selfie almost every day.
You laugh at the end of your sentences.
You wink at people.
You hate being tickled.
You want to travel the world in a boat.
You want to travel the world in a hippie wagon.
Your hair is fluffy.
Your hair is sleak.
Your hair is an artificial colour.
You get takeout at least once per week.
You dislike the general public.
You have been caught sleepwalking.
You sleep with a plushie.
You have eaten an entire block of cheese in one sitting.
You have eaten a red hot chilli pepper.
You draw hearts on top of your i’s.
You have watched an episode of My Little Pony.
You have a crush on someone who knows you.
You keep plants in your room.
You collect music CDs.
You take vitamin supplements.
You read mostly non-fiction.
You go on Tumblr every day without fail.
You have published a YouTube video.
You have a fandom blog.
You have eaten Pocky.
You can play the cello.
You can play the harp.
You prefer vampires to zombies.
You prefer zombies to vampires.
You have been described as naive.
You have been described as suspicious.
You have had a stalker.
You liked going to school.
You have a pear-shaped body.
You have an apple-shaped body.
You have sensitive teeth.
You like your job.
You have a slow internet connection.
Your phone is not a touch phone.
You are the dominant one in the relationship.
You like watercolour painting.
You like playing the drums.
You are scared of loud noises.
You eat food in your bed.
You are shy but not quiet.
You are quiet but not shy.
You plan a lot of parties.
You have an alter ego.
You are good with money.
You are afraid of intimacy.
You normally have dinner after 8pm.
You normally wear high heels.
You have been grounded more than once.
You have never seen Shrek.
You have won a trophy.
Your favourite ice cream flavour is mint.
Your favourite ice cream flavour is vanilla.
Your favourite ice cream flavour is strawberry.
You are good at sports.
You have a skin care routine.
You are a D-cup or larger.
You have long legs and arms.
You add ketchup to everything.
You have an anime figurine.
You have danced and not cared who saw it.
You want to go into outer space.
You want to rule the world.
You constantly hurt somewhere.
You are scared of mice.
You are scared of horses.
You are scared of butterflies.
You have one or more moles on your face.
You are good with children.
You have learning difficulties.
You drink at least 7 pints of water per day.
You want to be a singer in a band.
You have bought a frame for a special picture.
Your favourite Disney Princess isn’t Belle, Ariel or Rapunzel.
You prefer to watch than participate.
You have dark skin.
You have dated 5 or more people.
You have been told you are a cool person.
You have been told you are a scary person.
You are doing this post because you are bored.

woke up to an email from an artist that was helping me saying  that they are swamped and cant commit to my project anymore


there is an upside to this…

*gets on soap box*

So today a dude I was briefly talkin to hit me up and of course I had just deleted his number yesterday. I was on the train last night and I was like ” why I have all these dudes in here?! (I don’t ever delete numbers out of laziness) but when im scrolling through my contacts its either I don’t remember who they are or I’d rather not be reminded. (and it was pretty good to clean out my phone tho, I felt like I got ride of some baggage…) anyway he was surprised I didn’t have his number but I met him a month and some change ago, he stopped talkin to me (out the blue) almost a month ago, hit me up 2wks ago cause the bar he was at sucked and he wasnt feelin any of the girls there (why did he even tell me this? was i supposed to be flattered?)

so last night I asked myself “is THIS a dude I NEED to be talking to right now?” Seriously? I almost started to feel guilty on some “he was about to start a new job, maybe he had to move, maybe he was busy” but 1. You can tell someone you got a lot going on 2. Busy isn’t a valid excuse to make for someone else 3. Why would I want to continue to communicate with someone that causes me to make excuses for their absence?

i had my share of guys makin me feel like im overreacting to things when in reality they really dont like the fact that im not acting how they expected.

sometimes you just gotta be like


and I aint signing up for this

The best thing he could’ve done was drop me cause it gave me a lot about myself to think about

*gets off soapbox*


A year ago you would’ve caught me talking about how I wanted a roommate etc etc but now?!… Now?!